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To the person in the Bell Jar

(the world itself is the bad dream)

Created on 2006-03-06 16:31:59 (#9697786), last updated 2009-12-16

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Name:Esther
Birthdate:12-14
Location:London, United Kingdom
Website:Facebook

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Havisham
Carol Ann Duffy

Beloved sweetheart bastard. Not a day since then
I haven't wished him dead. Prayed for it
so hard I've dark green pebbles for eyes,
ropes on the back of my hands I could strangle with.

Spinster. I stink and remember. Whole days
in bed cawing Nooooo at the wall; the dress
yellowing, trembling if I open the wardrobe;
the slewed mirror, full-length, her, myself, who did this

to me? Puce curses that are sounds not words.
Some nights better, the lost body over me,
my fluent tongue in it's mouth in it's ear
then down till I suddenly bite awake. Love's

hate behind a white veil; a red balloon bursting
in my face. Bang. I stabbed at a wedding-cake.
Give me a male corpse for a long slow honeymoon.
Don't think it's only the heart that b-b-b-breaks.

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angela carter, artaud, beckett, berkoff, body art, butoh, carol ann duffy, christian death, chuck palahniuk, cy twombly, david lynch, dickens, donna tartt, duchamp, esslin, francis bacon, franko b, goth, goya, gus van sant, h g wells, harry potter, heiner muller, ionesco, kandinsky, kurt vonnegut, lace, lolita fashion, manray, marquis de sade, miro, oscar wilde, philip k dick, picasso, pina bausch, poe, ron athey, satanism, siouxsie sioux, sisters of mercy, stanley kubrick, sylvia plath, the cure, vampires, velvet, vladimir nabokov, witchcraft

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